MONDAY....
drew and Tina we're over, Tina was annoying as all hell and drew kept apologising for her but its 'like dude its cool, that's what she's like'
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we went down the rosemount for pizza and a pint was good we just chilled and talked was nice just to go out as the 4 boys(zac troy coup and myself)
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coup troy and i sitting at home drinking wristys and smoking pot, zac got home from scotto.
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went to the rosemount to ask about keg hire prices and the kitchen was closed so we went home planning to go to the scotto to meet zac
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troy and i sat on the net looking for keg hire prices for a party we ant to throw, whilst i cleaned my room and did washing and cleaned the house a tinsy bit
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woke up hell late and sat in bed for ages discovered this amazing new comic, whilst thinking about Sunday night.
Rewind to Sunday night after work...
got on the train to freo, its long but the conversation between tara and myself as well as troy is really good and its never quiet to long or boring,
got off the train in freo talked to some people found the fly by night club after forgetting how to get there, got our entry stamps then went to the Norfolk for drinks before the drones got to the stage, we had really good pizza and convo all night had 2 pints of james squire, good decent beer, and enjoyed the Autumn night in the amazing beer garden they have their, probably the only nice pub in fremantle.
the drones set is amazing we missed the support band which i am slightly unhappy about but i got to spend the night with tara and troy so it more than compensates, its been a good night and once again the drones played amazingly, 16 straws was destroying beautiful, and the opener nail it down was classic heavy dark 'drones'.
but tara has been weird all night, i know we are not together any more but we are meant to be friends, every time i drunkenly lean to close she makes a super obvious lean away and i understand that but does it have to be so.. well obvious i guess, it sucks, i like her, i miss her, and i cant help that, feeling just don't go away
plus we have so much fun together just as friends, i don't see why it shouldn't be more, its fucked... and i guess its kind fucked because i cant let those feelings go and should just except that we are friends but hell, i know im the type of guy that needs to be in a relationship, and i just want to be in a relationship with some one i like and get on with, i guess im scared that there wont be some one else after her, but i guess i just have to let that all go and move on....
randomly saw gene(different gene) at the end of the drones gig in freo, himself and mel offered us all a lift home from the show, and even thought the whole night had been fun i could feel tara pulling away in the car sending me subliminal msg's of distaste. i asked if she wanted me to walk home with her from loftus i know she doesn't live far but i felt i was only being friendly and tried not to be pushy, i understand that friendship is the bench mark and i do try to stop there with her and feel bad if i do something that goes to far, but i could see she thought i was trying to go home with her so i layed off.......
.... meh.... confused!!!!!!
so other than that i worked all weekend
oah except for an outrages friday after work
6AM Bitch's!!!!
hahaha thanks to caitlin daria violet and mikey for the fun times hahaha fuckin random...
hahaha thanks to caitlin daria violet and mikey for the fun times hahaha fuckin random...